holy. i havent posted in such a while. man i feel like i have to bitch!
first up! i have completed my16km route march, soon to go to 24. i hate the fuckers in my section, especially the last few beds. fucktards should all die/oot/ooc, whichever comes first.
ah, no idea how im gunna live through all this.
also, im feelin screwey. one thing is ippt. i didnt make it. i was expecting to only fail SBJ, but the pullups was a shocker. i was... demoralized to say the least after that. didnt have the heart to carry on... so i didnt make it. i have to try harder when i go to a unit... i dont wanna remain like this... i have to prove it to myself that i can do it.
another reason is because of an anime i watched. 'school days'. arrrgh... reminds me of so many things... and the way the plot is going... its gettin dark. A dark and complicated scenario, something i dont like to see in animes.. well, since i turn to anime to de-stress... this is not helping.
POP is coming soon... lookin forward to it... but also.. dreading it. thinkin about what unit i'll go to gives me cold feet. up till now, i feel that i have been receiving alot of privileges, and am grateful for it.. but if its possible, i would wanna try for an overseas posting.. would be an eye opener to me, since i will be alone, doing things by myself... learning and surviving alone...
ack. now because of 'school days' i dont think i will be able to sleep well...
jonnyboy53 2:24 AM
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Jonathan. 22 this year, elitist fuck. Born in the higher echelons of life. Aims to be an awesome teacher.
