more than a month of self imposed exile from the blog!! (not really actually, i was rather tired)
so much to catch up on, to say, to do, and to comment.
well, the largest thing (IMO) to happen to me was when desmond came up to me and said ' dude, whats with all the racism these days?'
and i thought about it.
1. i feel pissed that a certain amount of tax payers money is being diverted to help the useless. could have jolly well been used to improve the country or something. aww well. this policy will end in another few years time
2. i dont understand what they are thinking! they claim to have 'no money, no money' but you always see them with cigs in their hand, talking cock at some bus stop, and thinking of going somewhere to get a drink.
3. they have no brains at all. nuff said.
4. they might have not chosen to turn out like this, but with all said and done, why dont they change? its like an endless cycle of repetition. its sad. really. but they just dont have the mindset of 'hey! i want to change!'
5. their life cycle is as follows:
Age 4-6 - wear 'no fear' brand shbirts, flip flops, and a cap. learn to be aggressive Age 8- 10 - start smoking Age 10- 14 - get a skateboard Age 14- 16 - get a girlfriend, make her pregnant if possible. Age 16- 18 - start drinking Age 18+ - life goal is to get a motor bike. why not a car? because they are poor. Age 21 - get into an accident. existence ends. Age 25+ - the survivors! they repeat the reproduction cycle again. thus, a new generation is born.
time to backtrack.... hmm today is January the 16th. Rp has been having its open house since the 13th? i think, so students have no need to back to school, unless they are helping out.
i, on the other hand, am going back today @ 1pm for fyp.
FYP. the bane of all students. im acutally proud to say that im working hard for this one. i found out some stuff, did research, a little programming and stuff... so on the whole, yeah. i have to admit though, that IT is not my cup of tea. i wonder why i chose IT. all in all, its a very challenging experience all these 3 years... the ups and downs... friends made and lost.. sometimes i still feel this keenly.
then, the big turn in life. i have taken up D&D. for those who dont know, this means Dungeons and Dragons, the old school Role playing game. i was surprised to find out that many people actually share this hobby in singapore. i always thought there would be like, just a small group of them... and i thought they would all be nerds. in fact, many of them have jobs, girlfriends and a rather active social life!
right now, i am starke, level 10 rogue, posessor of powerful magical items and skills, always able to make a sneak attack on unwary opponents, always from the shadows...
hahaha, man, a moment of fantasy.
then there was new year. boy was it a blast.
Ced not steady. never wear the mask.
personally, i think shes waaayyy hot. the pic dont do her any amount of justice. trevor should be shot.
AND ALAS! THE QOUTE OF YEAR 2007!
"i tell u man, i love andrea. oh man, i dont care if shes dumb! ahh i love her"
holy.
then i spent the rest of the night sending 3 drunk buggers home.
then there was my birthday. just spent it going out with my baby... taking some time out... the usual yadayada and catching a movie together... come to think of it, i was so busy in the month of december that i didnt really have time to spend with her at all. it was like... we met say... 5 times during the holidays only. i feel guilty.. i know i have things to handle, work and other outside stuff to do.. but i cant help but think that im neglecting her..
then there was Christmas! honestly, i was never hyped about public holidays or what not at all. but seeing the family so happy (mom recently converted to christanity) i guess alls well. its so nice to have a happy family, with all the people you love around. for me, its just enough.
ahhh, the christmas prezzies. got a lighter, though i dont smoke, but its a harley LE lighter, so woah. it must have been around $100+ or so. then cufflinks! man! i so needed them. also, cologne from baby, and a damn nice shirt from gugu. got a pen and flip flops from NUM from the guys... which was what i wanted, since i specified to them! hahaha thanks guys, thanks everyone =) i really loved the presents. and you guys too of course.
lol. in return i actually went shopping for them... i got them some wallets for nura and jas, ear rings for mom n jer. cost me a bomb. was actually thinking of getting the purple gold necklaces... but it was wayyyy outta budget. i bought books for my own christmas prezzies. (actually, that sounds kinda sad.)
had dinner with the guys @ my place, with nura and wei bin... tuned out pretty well, cept that eugene didnt come over. well, he had his wisdom teeth extracted.. so yep, no helping it. wine n meat and turkey. beef, salad, prawns. sausages. gugu and kimkim as well as my grandparents came over too... with charlene. aww. jason, charmane and annie left for korea the day before... so yea. they couldnt come.
then even further before that, it was party, party, party. everyday was a party at my place. moms church friends, jers friends, jas friends. man. it was tiring. honestly, im getting old. im 21 already... but i feel like i havent accomplished anything of note. it gets me down... really.
i spend the hols workin, trading and reading. i also had times i had to go out and meet people, chill together with the bros... and all. in fact, i havent had time to spend with the bros. everyones busy, tests, projects and all... i wonder how we all will be in 10 years time. still in contact? lost? dead? who knows.
sometimes i feel detached from the things that go around me... its like im looking @ myself in the 3rd person view.
im also having problems with my hard disk drive and laptop. i hope it dont crash before FYP. havent been studying much these days... the piority is more of slacking @ cafe esplanade... just there... rotting. man. it feels dammed good though. xD
well... noel remade this picture... of year 1. that seems like a lifetime away man.. fun times... fun times... now i have lost contact with one of them, and the others... seem... well distant. we meet up now and then.. but then.. it dont feel the same no more. i guess, not all good things last forever. best treasure what we have at the moment.
i have been thinking alot these days, and coming up with alt of weird stuff. well. not much of a surprise though, a girl i used to like back in sec 2 told me im weird. as in different from the other people. i guess i am. i dont know how to socialise. ican be loyal. but sometimes, i think objectively and forgo people's feelings and stuff like that. well, feelings arent that important at all to me. guess its the weird way im brought up. feels... funny. being different. i have my views, i dont get influence easily, and even when doing things i can think without getting sidetracked. is this good or bad? because of this, i dont really mix well. i prefer to cut the chase and to the problem. well. makes me efficient, but not really a people's person.
HZ this ones for you man!
And this ones for KC almighty!
this ones for the whole universe. screw bryan boy.
i think my sister is going out with a butch. this better not be the truth, lest i go and skin the butch and hang her skin from my front door. im fine with being friends with butches, but HELL NO IS ANYONE GETTING CLOSE TO MY SISTERS. i am friends with butches since they always have hot friends. i wonder why people turn that way. perhaps i shall ask my sister.
thats all i guess for now... gotta go to a FYP meeting. aww well. till next time!!
Ciao!
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Jonathan. 22 this year, elitist fuck. Born in the higher echelons of life. Aims to be an awesome teacher.
