{THE EULOGY OF MY UNCARING} {DEAR DIARY: -=Freedom For The Chained Soul=-}

Monday, November 20, 2006

Question:

Choose an adjective starting with the first alphabet of your name to describe your performance in class today (e.g. Amazing Alex). Why do you describe your performance in this way?

Response:

i guess i would use the adjective Jovial. with this
adjective, i dont really think i can express my
performance in the class. i had a jovial learning
experience? joyful performance? oh my god that makes me
sound like a monkey. this dont show what i do know or
feel right? as in this case, i propose a remedy
situation in which i cannot really be blamed for my name
being jonathan, and hence, i boycott the letter J.

i shall use H instead, for hardworking. i have much to
catch up to, and i dont really understand the full logic
of macro economics yet, but i am determined to learn. as
always, learning usually takes place through the process
of hard work, and the-never-give-up attitude. i would
use this to describe my learning attitude for all the
times i am here, and i feel that this is the most
effective way to convey how i feel.

indeed, a whole pile of bullshiet.

currently up to my neck with stuff, and its not helping. sometimes i feel so restricted with my love life. i dont understand how people can be so uptight about religion and other stuff, and it really bores down to me. cant do this, cant do that, cant eat here and stuff like that... i dont really blame people if they go crazy like matthew. im almost halfway there. im not that kinda person to really be baised or something, but its driving me halfway up the wall. and i hate it when its the "oh, you dont love me" crap.

if i didnt, i would have left LONG LOOOONG ago.

its tiring, and sometimes i want a breather too.. not that easy for me too, since im xenophobic (well, i just hate certain types of people more) and i have been putting up for a long time... i have my own life too... (even if its screwed, or work, or going down a hill at the speed of light with the brakes busted)

that said, its just my two cents worth...

jonnyboy53 3:36 PM