everyone is telling me how quiet i have been these days. its not that i wanna be quiet, its because i have to. i lost me voice. lol. and another thing too is that im broke, thanks to hz's present. KNN. ehh et better not bitch to him abt this.
also missing my darling so much... and know what, there is pressure building up.. peer pressure actually.. because we are both from different races... but personally, i dont give a shiet. yeah yeah, i admit im biased and maybe (slightly) racist, but i still do love my darling. and im not really shy to admit it. in fact, im proud of it. i have a wonderful woman here with me, some one i really care about.. in fact.. perhaps.. the only one i care for most about now... lol.
aint meeting up much and talking much... its the pressure from sch and projects.. dammit. as well as my limited cash flows. damn it, now i know how the poorer people feel. but i shall not take cash from my mother, due to personal pride. rather i starve than ask for cash anymore. imagine me, a guy, who will be 21 this year, still asking for cash from my parents.
ahh.. im tired. i dont know how ican continue... basically, i cant present in class, so it seems that im slacking my ass of. second, im working on sat. w/o a voice, im fucked. and angie the bitch wont let me off, she will BITCH to the deepest hells about this shiet. nag nag nag nag nag. worse than my own mother.
the guys are coming over for fyp on friday night. boy are we so dead. we got practically nothing, and we are changing the plans. i guess... its now or never, and i gotta start thinkin of rationale and logic to cover all our asses.
can see dear is tired too.. its in her eyes... and posture. shes even cutting back on class... feeling the heat huh?
thats all for now... im kinda tired, kinda sick, kinda have school tomorrow. damn.
