haiz. im troubled. for da past 2 days i have done nothing. nothing at all. just lying in bed, reading, checking out material for the fyP.
but this post is not about me.
u know.. this is the first time in my life that i have met someone that does not wanna go to somewhere expensive for her birthday. somewhere nice, somewhere with good ambience.... but rather, spend it at a coffee shOp.. eatin some slice fish noodles and fried wanton. seriously... im surprised.
man.. this makes me feel guilty... really... i feel like im not treating her well. oooh yeah... we spent the day at far east.. walkin n shoppin, checkin out jackets and such... and one really caught her eye. lol i was shocked that jackets cost so much... well... yeah... since i never really bought jackets and sports brands before... since i dont really have a thing for them.
walked around... watched a movie too... damn funny! the benchwarmers! OH MAN!! must watch for a good laugh! xD
actually, come to think of it, we walked super far! from far east all the way to sommerset, and we even planned to go walk to bugis! WOOHOO!! insane. but in the end, sanity won out and yea.. we took a train to bugis =P actually, there is a little road from suntec that leads to bugis... thats the place we walked when we first held hands... time passes so fast... its already been 24 days since then... i feel so comfortable... so... whats the word... so right! YES! it feels so right! man! never felt like this before...
right now, my darlin is still struggling with her fyp... codings and stuff like that... i wanna help... but i dont know what i can do for her.. i also wanted to pick her up today.. but i couldnt... had to run an errand for mom... arrgh.. it pains me to see her like this... suffering and being so frustrated... while i stand here helplessly... and i really dont feel comfortable when she goes to another guys place for the fyp... just makes me uneasy... and it also reflects my uselessness.. man... this feeling sucks!
RAWAR! i wanna load the pics from her birthday into the com.. but my stupid sis lent my digicam to her friend without my friggin permission!!! ARRGH! i DEMAND my cam back! if her friend does anythin to the pics or the cam is damaged... NO MERCY! i'll skin both jas n her friend ALIVE!!!!!!!!! ALIVE I SWEAR!!!
oh yea. bought some books again.. man. i have become a 100% warhammer 40k collector. now im even saving up for liber chaotica. man oh man...
just came back from a jog... kinda shagged... i feel weak! i cant run as far as i did before... man im losing it! back to training! more workouts less food. no pain no gain! now off to the shower and to chill!!!
