it was a terrible day yesterday!!!arrrgh!! im so glad its over.. and i know what? this concurs with my statement of murphys law, and how it is always in effect....since friday, when i came back from work... jas told me the net connection was down since there was a thunderstorm in the area... adn it friggin punched through the house, causing a blackout n frying the modem. arrgh! i was seriously PISSED. then i still couldnt solve the problems, it said something about the DNS response not being there... a start of a truly bad escapade.
then saturday, spent the afternoon watching tv n such... anime.. and then it was time for work. dressed up n all, and then when im walking out to catch the bus, MY SPECS BROKE. WOW. this must be a message from god himself man.
spent the better half of the time deliberating IF i should go to work, ornot go to work... ahhh the pleasure of just skipping work and slacking... BUT THATS WRONG! i pride myself for being responsible.. so i went. well all i can say is that i got screwed. for one, i knew it was understaffed. so we had to work extra hard just to finish up everything well, and the AM was there cocking things up and such... filipino biatch! u deserve just to be a maid slaving away in the KITCHEN! maids are like a resource of that country, and this is one biatch who dont know her place. u screw up, u clean up. she did NOTHING to get the other peoples' respect. left when busy. couldnt take the stress. dont deserve respect maid. then again, today was damn busy too... ohh yeah.. did i mention, bai came over to visit on fri. haha... came to get some cakes and dinner, too bad you couldnt try the better tasting stuff since you are recovering man... and good luck on the FYP. u need it bro.
really shagged and tired today... sometimes i wonder man... i think n think... or is it that i just think too much. i have this bad habit of thinking and analyzing what i see. is this a bad habit?
im feeling... kinda confused too... what am i feeling now? what is in my heart? im confused.. and i dont know what im doing sometimes man... i hate it when i really might like someone... i cantever tell if i do like them, or is it just a crush? things are much easier when you just play around with someone.... but... lets just say its in the past now...
there are somethings that i wanna get too... saving up n stuff.
1. Japanese Yari Spear.
2. the nice Shirt from G2k (G 2000)
3. the nice Tie from G2k
4. the niceblazer from G2k
5. maybe i'll get another pair of jeans?
also... i need to start seriously on studying for the O lvl maths.. arrrh... i cant believe it man... im so stupid when it comes to math... why cant i just do good in it? look @ the other people.. sebes.. excellent in math and chinese... the stuff i suck in. he's intelligent, and a long time childhood friend... ET n HZ, going to Smu starting Aug... YS, army officer. Jon? still in poly, with an incomplete o level cert.
Im Such A Failure.sometimes... i just wish for a hole to disappear in...and i think that its way better to just sometimes.... not be here... at all... but i am grateful for life. i have learnt the value of life as time goes by... i always knew that i might die anytime, well, know knows? but if i die, i wanna die with no regrets, and die for something worth dying for. i dont want to die a dog's death, unknown and pitied. depressing aint it?
haha.. yeah.. Liza!!! i like the song you like too... haha.. that makes it a non minah song now... =P
and also... though i know that you wont see this... ever... i just wanna say... liza... i... im... sorry that ced and i bully u all the time in class... but hey we try to reign it in when we are going too far... and hey hey, we liven up the class!! hahaha... also... i wanna see u in the cute green polka dot uniform of St. Margs!!! XD
yepp.. my specs are still screwwed, so i had to buy some other glasses to make up for the damage of todays one...
some pics of the screwwed up day:
