what is love? just another 4 letter word? an expression of feelings? what does love consist of?
this is a feeling that governs many young lives, which might lead to hate, ruin, anger, helplessness, but at the same time, it brings out the best in people, makes them kind and sensitive, banishes the lonliness...brings happiness.
but then, now, im in love once again. i dont care what others say, or do, or criticize. in fact, nothing else matters! so what if someone is different? so what if we are not of the same race? is that really that important? her laws of islam states that there shall be no alcohol, no pork and stay away from dogs. so? i believe that anyone can overcome this little situation. is it like a virus? to me,i say no. if i love her, why should i care? everything else IS secondary!
i miss my baby. thats all i can say. for me, what matters the most is that i love her, and she loves me. baby, u know who u are =)
u know, everytime you say you love me, and that you miss me, or when u give goodnight kisses and hugs, or even when you get cheeky, i feel so alive and warm, its like someone has reached down and touched me... and i have never felt like this before...
when u said u missed me today... i was really happy... i mean... when we first started, well things were kinda.. stiff still, and im happy we are making progress, u know, becoming more familiar with each other... learning each others likes and dislikes, what to do and what not to do... the playful little tete-a-tete that happens so often, all this just brightens my day up, and makes me think " hey, lifes not so bad after all" and it makes me love u more and more. and i promised right? that i would be absolutely honest in what i tell you, and not lie. and im happy you told me about what you did this evening. =)
and u know what? i miss you too... alot.. so much!!!!!!! more than you'll ever know.. and honestly, i want this relationship to last because i think of you as someone precious, someone whom i wanna plan my future with =D and its the little messages we send here and there, the MSN conversations, the meetings in school and such... it all feels so natural... so... normal... so confortable! perhaps this is how we started having feelings for each other... and i dont care abt your past.. why should i? you have already not minded my past and such... what i wanna think about is the future.
ur busy, we both are, with classes, FyP, friends, our own private lives, u know, our personal spaces... =) even if its the time i spend sending you home, or the playful meetings we have in school... i treasure it.. all of it. iam happy because you are around. i smile more when i think of you, i miss you so badly when i dont see you, i wonder how you are feeling, if you are overworking yourself too hard, if you are eating all right, thinkin about if you are happy and all...
yupp chocolates too~!! you love em, thats why i get them.. i wanna pamper you sometimes you know, and YEAA!! diets were ment to be broken!!
and yah, i know im noisy and loud, proud, arrogant and sometimes mean and cheeky =P
bising je!
xD
i worry if you get bored talking to me, if things might not be as you expected or so... alotta things to worry abt.. all i want is to hold you and keep you warm, i just wanna hug you and never let go, even though i get cheeky sometimes... =)
today was a bad day for you sayang, and i wanna let you know that im here for you, always!!
i guess what i want to say is that
i Love you, so much. *hugs and kisses, with my heart and all its love*
