not feelin well at all.. arrgh... i didnt wanna go to a doctor... waste of cash, and the only remedy i can have is proper rest and drink more water. dont really wanna pay like $80 bucks for that.
skipped classes (like duh) and stayed in bed the whole time. didnt even have the strength to get up n about. i cant help but think that this is related to the heat in my room... yeah its been sometime since the Air con konked out. i find it damn hard to get to sleep at all... stifiling heat.. and i dont wanna open the window since my room is on the ground floor.. all the bugs will get in.. and still, the heat will be there. its kinda irritating to sleep like this...
also i got work tomorrow... i cant abandon it, as i will feel so screwwed. also, since angie's a bitch, she probbie will get about this to mom or michelle, the other bitch. ahhh no mood to talk about the bitches at work. i take heart in the fact that they will die earlier than me. seriously, i dont feel like doing anything at the moment..
oh yeah.. something interesting happened. theres this girl in poly i met, actually, i kinda knew her for like 8 months or so already..but recently we got to be kinda good friends. surprising. man, we even talked till like 5.30am in the morn man.. and we got classes the next day. i volunteered to wake her, and i got my ass to doing the ppt needed for class that day, from 5.30 till 6.30... coz i knew i would be so screwwed that day. lol. we looked like zombies xD madness. kinda confused though... u know, this happened when i was deliberating if i should get a girlfriend. but then, i swore that my player days would be over, so im really thinking if i do like her or not. if i do, then i would go for her. shes a nice girl, good woman. fun to be around with, always cheerful, smart and of course, fierce!
haha... i must be outta my mind.
recently though.. it seems like this are getting more lunkwarm, but i dont wanna make a move till im sure if i like her? actually... i dont even know if she likes me, or if she has anyone in mind. and since that day we spent together in school, some of our friends are speculating if we have hit it off. kinda embarassing for her... and me. in fact, i dont know if we even hit it off well... i dont... really have a good reputation in school man, thanks to my year 1 and year 2 years. got alotta roumours of me spreading around that im a player... and yeah its my fault too. damn. in fact, i am always careful around girls..i guess its thanks to things that happened in the past...im scared to love again. i dont wanna get hurt, dont wanna go through the things that happened before... dont wanna get shattered..
is this cowardly? denying the chance before it even starts? haha... but this is bullcrap. thinkin abt all this without her even knowing. hur hur.. for all i know, she just treats me as a good friend to her. AHHH, sometimes i just Love my logical side.
anyways i dun wanna think too much, things are moving too fast, and everyone needs their own private time. also, i guess i should take things as they come.. and oh yeah, we got alotta pictures man... some of me n some of her and some of the mushrooms growing in RP!! LOL
kinda cute, i like this pic =P
looks like some damn fine mushrooms here, i guess RP is taking good care of its grass!
ahhh cedrick took this one Qouth cedrick: i am such a good photographer
this here is a pic of my dear yuannie, my little doggy, cute, fun to be with, and has a heart of gold and is someone who would cheer up anyones day!
AHHHH, now this is the : "JON, GO FUCK OFF AND DIE" face =P
well, i guess this is it for now, the next blog will show what RP students do in their free time in their breakouts!!
