all right. its almost a month man. no time to blog, so im bitching in class now. first off, lets bitch about Vday. ok, listen up people, please remember that only the GIRLS celebrate Vday. its a day where they give prezzies to the guys to show love and appreciation n such. GUYS however, celebrate WHITE day, which is on march 15. geddit? you unromantic singaporean guys.
also about V day. its TRAGIC. personally, i saw so many couples in which the girl was dressed up all for a wonderful night; heels, beautiful evening dresses(not gowns) new hairdo, and manicured nails. in short, just beautiful. FOR THE MEN HOWEVER, GUESS WHAT. FLIPFLOPS, TSHIRT AND A JEANS. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU. u see, its situations like these that make women turn away from singaporean men, and go for others. singapores population will slowly decrease, all coz of the lack of class and presentation of men. justminor things to take note of. just dumb. there was dis couple, the girl was so pretty! and she was with an ah beng with a fuckin car and he does not even know how 2 bring her to a decent restaurant. the whole way, you could see her so disappointed. eating @ a kopitiam. dressed up all for the occasion. if i were her, i'd dump the loser n get a real man.
stupid.
then theres worK. screw yew people @ SR. the only reason ur still hired is because we are shorthanded. useless fucks cant work for nuts, and why are the muds all useless and lazy? thats why i dont like working with em. headaches ahh.. bull shit. BULLSHIT. fuck man. u think im a friend, call me brother brother, and u fucking think i will cover for you? think again bitch. dont think with ur second head. and if u wanna give me a reason not to work, like a headache, then at least FUCKING TRY TO ACT LIKE UR SICK. just a small tap on the head and u get a fucking MC for 2 days. ahhh headache headache... FUCK that shiet.
then theres the girl. another fat fuck who just acts busy all the time. screwwit man. im gunna get u transfered to a busy outlet, make u lose those god damn pounds ur gaining by lazing ur ass off. double headed snake, backstabber and slacker. smokes for half an hour @ a shot, walks around, dont pay attention to customers n stuff and pushes all the work to others. fuck up people in a fucked up world
then... theres also the early present for mom... hope u like the osim massager mom~ happy early birthday, love ya lots
jerms went for a camp, but returned already... and things arent going the way i want em too.. and recently been... haiz.. screwed over in the relationships sector... aww well. work is a mans life. work work. *swings the pickaxe*
im worried that i am eating too much... today... ate too much... arrrrrrghh... why why why.. self blame and stress all over again. the depression stage. dont even have time to have the time to sit down and have a breather.
work, wake up, school, work, sleep, work, wakeup again to school n the cycle repeats
need to go training again guys... saveee meeee..
AH. another thing to bitch about. FUCK the FYP. FUCK you too ed. u being a useless fuck and not doing the proposal, then last min blame me for jumping team to do with my friends. scold la. wadever makes u happy. cut my call? whatever. i say, blame urself. mix with the bengs in ur class and fall to hell. dont know. i tried to save ur sorry ass, but nOOOO, hopeless fuck. think about ur own future la... look around man. who REALLY respects you? talk big? go ahead. just go. ur future is screwed. i feel sorry for ur mom.
also, getting an ugly gf. being a useless fuck. stupid mentality. these wont get u far in life la.. see u being a toilet cleaner in a few years time. u make me sick.
not feeling well now too... sick after eating the tom yum the guys prepared yesterday. imagine.. everyone else eats around 3-6, but i only get to eat @ 9 plus coz its FUCKIN busy and the rest dont have the common sense to stop n help out. aloy also disappeared for an hour plus, leaving me to run operations. what the. dont really blame him though... stressed up about the people there too man...
tired in class too... saw somoene i dont like in sch today.. and saw cindy... which got me thinking abt angelia. haiz.. past regrets.. im still haunted by her... cant break free... suffering... suffering...and no one knows it but me...
fuck the world man. screw over everything.
