man... its after national day already... so fast ehh? had a 5 day holiday... and had nuts to do man... spent the time chilling, drinking, talkin cock, slacking, downloading and going out.... haha...
mom also travelled overseas... she needs a break man.. after all the days @ work.. getting stressed and such by the ppl in the workplace... haiz... sometimes i really wonder how she stands all the stuff there.... i know i surely cant do it without blowing up and screaming... ahhahaha... anyway! she will be coming back today... miss her. alot. alot alot alot. although i dont show it... haha... loves to hide real feelings inside... deep inside..
k la k la.. spent the last few days chilling, go drinking n slacking... went to sembawang park, rest...then the next... go out.. do nuts... then Kbox'ing, midnight cooking, and jogging in the middle of the night @ 3am.
i just realised alot of things... i dont know what to do about the things i really wanna do about... @ least now i know... didnt ment to make u feel uncomfortable... didnt know what to and how 2 act accordingly.. and at least... i was hoping that this answer wouldnt take this long... but knew it was kinda gonna happen... since that time u started avoidin me from the canteen n such...it would have been better to cut it off from the start right? haiz... if u feel its best to keep a far distance... then... i respect ur wishes... no matter whatnot...
somehow... national day didnt feel happy @ all. if anything, its common... PM giving a rally speech that happens every year, telling how well we did or something... but for the goverment, what they do not tell is much more important that what they want to tell. the singapore economy might not be as strong as we have expected... nor the army... the show of strength for the army... is actually paperweight. the strength of an army is actually a balance of size and technology.. we are advancd in tech.. but severely lacking in size.. our navy cant even support one aircraft carrier... sad eh?
