OMFG!!! guess what people! i met roy just a few days back! ROY! my brother! dammit where have u been man!? missed u... alot... things are looking deary though.... i met him again in yishun MRT... while waiting for bai... he looks so thin n tired.. living with his parents again in yishun.. he said... in the time that he was missing... he was in jail... my god.. he was framed for something he didnt do by his "friend" just glad to see u safe n sound bro,couldnt ask for more.. keep in touch my friend.... keep in touch...
which leads me to think, what is the ideal friend? i dont know...someone who is there for u when ur down? a shoulder to cry on? someone who helps u on in your dreams? someone impt to me is sad...i can see it in that persons eyes... but i dont know what to do... how come it is such that i can give people the right advice @ the right time.. but i cant do the same when im involved? i get panicky, scared and i try to shade away.. im that if i say the wrong things... i might cause her harm n hurt... but... im also scared that if i dont... she will get even more hurt and sad.... thats something i dont wanna see... ever... haha... i guess... her impression of me is such that no one will take me seriously... but.... only i know my feelings best... it might be best that we just remain friends... but on the other hand... i ache for more... but.... =( i dont know. anything. what she thinks... what she feels... im so useless arent i? all i can do is wish u the best... and always be here to cheer u on and be there when u need a shoulder to cry on.. someone to talk to... bokuwa baka des... watashi... watashi....taski da ne~
also...derrick! u lied to me sia!! that girl is ur steady right!! wa lau eh... lie to a brother also... =( sad sia...
met up with ikin today... didnt see her for so long...=( shes sad too.. hurt over her recent relationship... ass of a guy took her for granted and treated her bad... always scold her... F'ed up. good work on dumping him girl! im so proud of u =) take care always gurl!!! missed everyone loads....
