boring day. got my internet stuff yesterday.. man.. so great to have wireless in the house. chang n des stayed over on friday.. didnt get much sleep... X.x then today... monopoly game @ chang's. man.. dunno if i should go or not. have things on later too...
downloading anime... bored @ home. gunna work for a few days this week.. mon, tues, fri and sat. good. @ least can get some cash to pay for my internet... man... i wish mom would pay... but... ahhh. learn to be independent.
cant always rely on others. after all... the most reliable person u can ever find in the whole world would be u, would'nt it? if u cant rely on yourself... ur no better than TRASH.
got a packed holiday schedule this time around... going travelling for a while.. then just when i come back... i gotta go to RP camp..
then interview aunt deborah.. and her neutrafem company for my Professional Profiling Module that i have to do for RP. gunna be interesting... and learn something new... as well as something more of my aunt and my cousins. come to think of it... i dont know them that well either. all i know is that they are my mom's sisters.
brings up a point... how well do other people know their relatives? i certainly dont know them as well as i'd like to... but... there are many factors... including the fact that we dont meet often and each is busy with their own schedules. so different from other families... why must we always be different? all i wanted was to be ordinary... is it that difficult?
mom's making a fuss about the things she has been considering... recently.. she dont know what she wants either... if fact... things are gonna get though to handle around here... dunno lar... just want the best for my mom.
leaving my thoughts here for the moment... im sick n tired of thinking too much...
