man... its been a crazy week for me... hahaha but i have been having fun n enjoying it whole heartedly ^^ life goes on... and...yepp i have been happy... u know? sometimes... u meet someone who changes ur life so much and makes u so happy in life.. i didnt think its possible but.. i met someone like that... and i dont know what i am doing around her, but everything feels just so so naturalll..and well...it just feels like shes a part of u.. and that u cant live without her... she becomes just that important in that short a time... my god.. i have known her for just a short time only.. but.. feels like i have known her for ages!
yepp... promised that i wouldnt contact u for a week.. until u give me an answer.. which i think is best... i know u have been hurt b4 and scared too... but im not like that.. im different from other people... and yapp.. u know that too.. haha... it has been going too fast... and its been like... "WOW" so far... its amazing... though its just a couple of hrs since we talked... im missing ya already... so much.. so so much girl.. im wonderin if ur awake already, if u are going off to church already... wondering how u'll be today... if ur happy.. all these things... matter..to me..
im scared... and u know why girl..i think... i've been more honest to u that to anyone else i've known... yes... i lie alot... but i didnt lie when i said what i said... i sweet talk... but in fact... thats all just coming from my heart... i just wanna take care of u... see u happy... i dont know what the future holds... but... i wanna be there for you... im not a perfect person... and i know there are things u wanna change in me... E.g: clubbing but i'll change... remember? u said that if a person changes... its not that person anymore? i dun think so... a person can change coz of circumstances... but in this case.. i wanna change coz of u. ur my reason.. ^^
hahah if u read dis... sure will kill me one... so *mushy* jon jon jon... haiz... whahaha what are u doing!? lol. lifes been good yea... maybe my ship has finally come in? haha..
hey... andrew won some cash that day... treated us to lunch... hahaha... its been a while since i have treated anyone.... haiz... coz cards got *ahem* confiscated.. been overdrawing. -_-"
anyway.. gotta go work.. continue tonight... *missing ya*
