these few days...i have been distracted... whats wrong with me? i havent been sleepin well, been grumpy, and not myself lately... whats wrong???
even been ignoring luan, i think im going crazy.. when she dun bug me... i feel like somethings missing.. =( sorry if i sometimes dont reply... i dont know why... we talked so much i actually dunno what else we can chat abt sia.. lol
ed stayed over last night... lol.. miss those days... when we all just ton n talk cock the whole night... been fun ya... and i miss the good company... things are slowly getting back into pace with the life im used to... i havent gone clubbing for 2 weeks!!! OMG! hahaha... coz of ur wish.. im still keeping to it! ^^
mom n jas are ok already.. back home!! i missed them so much when they were gone... and now they are better, i feel happy again... that my family is back and healthy... sometimes.. i wonder... this is all a man does need though... the security of the people he loves... and the knowledge that they are all safe and sound.... this makes me feel good...
back to class already... gone back coz i missed alotta classes already... and UT's are back!! NOOOO.... screwed the first paper already... die die die.. wonder how i can pass the semester!! arrrghh!!
come to think of it.. havent had a brothers gathering in ages... OEI BROS! ORGANIZE LEH! if we all dun keep in contact... someday... i might meet u guys and not even recognise u sia! damn!
met bengkak today in the lib... she looks good... miss the days when i can play with u in class everyday!! =( i miss the fun days!!! still not adjusting well to the people in my class... damn! hard to mix sia... and they... hard to get into their group.. sad shit. this is the first time im sick of classes... coz of the people in the class... damn turnoff... *blurism*
im guessin i wont put much hopes in anything anymore... actually... kinda sick of Bgr's already... things changed... for the good or bad? i dont know.. but i sense nothing good will come out of me waiting.... somethings wrong... very wrong..
tired... to be continued.... ^^
