heh this is just wrong lol. jon here again... tired, broke, aching all over... haiz. baaaaad week.
haiz... its thurs already, tml its back to work at SR. kinda bored there.... imagine... if i could only sell one outlet, and
VIOLA!!! out pops my ferrari!! hahahaha why dis car? well, its a matter of pride, and my mom wants to sit in MY own ferrari to go shoppping... so.... yeah...
been out these days... kinda busy, thats why nv update blog. ystd workin at aunt debs, today outing with buddies...eat, chill, Kboxed.
dunno what to write actually... and im kinda out of ideas lol. maybe... today i wanna write of my Dream life... and how i want it to be den..
House: i want to live in a FLAT! imagine~ its sooo fun takin a lift home everyday!! its like a hotel lor... "going up~ (buzzing sound) " wahahahahA!!!! and livin in a HDB is good... imagine glimpsing and sharing the lift with the occasional chio bu in the block! =X hahaha
house layout will be: 1 gameroom, with pool table, ps2,3 or whatever model by the time i have my own place, also, a well lit place, 1 room will be in the jap layout, with paper sliding doors and a small fountain with my swords, armor etc.., another room will be in the Old Medivial style... something like brick layout, and comfy, another room will be futuristic! lol imagination and style~
hmmm car = ferrari, then a 2 door BMW that seats 4
or 2D BMW convertable
wifey: someone who loves me, has looks, character, style, joyous/hardworking, charming, great personality... v.stats 34-24-34. hell yeah!
i dream many dreams... some came true, some have not... some i really wish would be real.. but i know its impossible..i try to be optimistic, but prepare for the worst, and.. no point making people worry about things, dun wanna drag people down with me... honor, pride and devotion is what makes us a cut above the rest. thats how Kensais live and die. i miss the old days... they will nv come back again... sometimes... i wish for peace, hope that i can just sit on a hill and think (dun tell me bukit timah ar!!)
ahhh these days ed keeps staying over, he is great company, great not coz he is great to laugh AT, but to laugh WITH. maybe... we click well coz we have alot in common, a shared background too.. have you not heard that the happiest people are often the saddest? they just hide it.. and.... "money cant buy u happiness"... its a lie made my the rich to deceive the poor.
Drank alot last night, have alotta problems these days... emotional and physical... mental and mettle... haiz... why? why me? i must have been evil in my past life man.... maybe that explains the lacK of X'mas prezzies. santa finds me a bad lil boy!
bleah, signing off le... gunna ge back to my lil protective world of books and drink.... Abayo!
