hmmm just found and dl'ed the song jasper wanted... Akon - Lonely... haiz... and i regret i had... it reminded me of the painful past i had.. arrgh
im bored with life, gotta be at work tml at 10... haiz.. sianz... gunna watch anime later... wandering aimlessly these days.. no real ideas, no real mood, no real motivation.... confusion about the future..
my mind is in a whirl, thinking of the past, crying for release, praying for respite, hoping for a chance. hope... the tools of people... pride,honor, the fuel of courage and heroism... i've thought it out... singapore is too cramped in style for me... so, i have decided that one day, i will leave this country...
by then, i wonder how people will remember me by... who are my real friends, the people i will miss, and the people who miss me... sad eH? thats life, not everyone is ur good buddy... fake masks with knives poised at the back...
ed has his friendster account desc written abt him in a great way... lol i shld copy it..
Jy is ugly as he was born ugly
Jy is poor as he was born poor
Jy has got no money as d wind blew them away
Jy have got no friends as he once dump his friends for sumthing else
Jy is now studying in RP as that is the only poly he can manage to get into
Jy's life have been very sad and people who are willing to make him a better person feel free to add me @ imreallyugly@hotmail.com
Jus incase u haven noticed. I'm Jy..
Who I Want to Meet: Jy wans to meet people not lik Jy
Jy wans to meet more friends who can make Jy happy
Jy wans to meet friends who are willing to walk me out of the path of loneliness
si eh power.
