sunday today... and i didnt reply to the guys... didnt meet them today....man im sorry guys.. but i just dun wanna meet today.. dun feel so good to go out... no mood, and tml i start classes again. sian... dunno what kinda people i will meet.
nervous actually.. and i dont know if i can click with them... kinda sick of socializing actually... my mood for the past few days = bad. dont know why, or whats causing it... but i just feel very down. maybe this is called depression? been downloading anime off bittorrent, thru animesuki, dont know whats good, but the previous DL was very nice indeed. wish there were more anime like that.
esther just called, saved me from extreme boredom lol. been doing nothing but play chess all day and read... well, at least my brain gets exercise. havent settled some things yet, gunna upgrade internet plan, maybe get a home wireless system (finally!!)
took this last week off from work, so i get to rest and prepare for the new poly term, also have to remember to study for my O's again for maths... haiz... damn sad. why couldnt i have passed that wretched subject? damned country emphasizes too much on academic qualifications... what happened to people with good knowledge? now, in this country, the brain gets smart but the head gets dumb.
