HOHOHO~!!~!~!~!!! FRIDAY!! wahahahahA! finally freedom from work! oookie... first things first.... wat do i hv to do.... buy prezzies for all mah buddies havin b/d's in this month... Gunna cost hundreds.
got back in contact with fen, been a long time since i last saw her.... feel so guilty... then also si ling is coming to RP. jas went to millenia CI. jer having parent teacher meeting... might have to go in moms place... haiz...
also... the BEST thing that happens today is ET's bd! lol. 20 already and in the army brother ^^ known this fella since pri 4... since he booked me for something i dun quite remember...damn. (he was a prefect back then >.<) Wahaha dunno wat we are gunna do today lar... but hope its fun and crazy. hope it involves alcohol. hope it involves havin fun! lol
also... i made a discovery today.
SR COUPONS ARE BEING OFFERED WITH CONDOMS!?!??! WTF!!!!!!! MOM WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!! WA LAU EH!
kindly brought into attention by ed, bloody hell.
hope i can talk to jasper about this. also, have to drag him out tml...buy stuff lol. arrgh cant sleep well these days... having uncomfy nights and i think my body clock is outta tune... was also late for work today...
missing the days when i had time to slack, play pool, bowl, swim and sail... haiz... where are you?, the days i loved?
doing jody's mp3 player too... updating stuff and songs for her... lol. the things i do for friends... actually... i miss chatting with the bros in team C, my scout bros, and friends in the past... i wonder, especially, for jialiang... dunno why.... he was a good friend in sec sch... but i lost contact... hahaha... bro, i sincerely wish ur doing well in what u do...
actually, i kinda miss wenxing too. ahahaha this gurl is my crazy god sis... we had alotta fun together in the past ^^ always play around, suan each other, and slowly got closer... and closer... and now shes my god sis -.-
angelia, fen, rebecc, wenxing, elle, samantha, pam, su hui, jen, haiz... all the people that changed my life forever, and im sorry for the past... i kinda miss u girls abit... wonder how u all are doing now?
its already 3, still cant sleep... reading books.... my fav hobby... what else can be greater? knowledge is no more expensive than ignorance, and at least, just as satisfying ^^
wonders what is wrong with the world these days... girls with girls... haiz... why do girls become passive? why is the world not fair? why why why? gah too nonsensical for me... after all, no one has the answers to that. girls are afraid of guys coz they think that all guys are after is sex? what happened to the days when men, good men, need someone there for them? someone they love, can talk to, and know they can rely on? and women? a man will care for you no matter what goes wrong. he loves you and respects you deeply. he does not force you to do things you do not want to. he sacrifices so that you may be happy. he gives u a shoulder to cry on. he listens to you. he needs you.
well at least, thats my defination of a man. thats what i will do for someone i do really love. if ur a guy, and u cant do this for someone you really really love, then ur not a man and i dont respect you.
respect... haiz... if u want respect, prove it. prove what ur capable of. dun fake around, show me what ur really worth, and i will respect you. simple enough eh?
thoughts just keep coming out today... haiz... dunno why.. stress? maybe? i wonder what other 20 year old is going through all i have gone through already. i wonder if its worth it? i wonder.... the hardship, tarining, pain... the loss of loved ones because of responsibilities.... fate?
prophecy is what one makes of it... but destiny cannot be changed...
