oookie.. today is sunday... after the bbq for 407.. lol. haiz... it went okay... but too bad some of us had to leave early coz they have reasons... sia lar...
strangely enough, yesterday went ok i guess... hahaha got to see team C one more time...pluz someone else.. lol that person didnt seem to be that happy that day...probbie has reasons of her own.. or just plain tired..
hope she will be happy, and not thiNk too much about stuff... haiz.. very hard to see a friend sad. sometimes, i wanna give her advice, tell her to chill, forget it... or take it easy.. but im sure whatever i say will still be ignored... reason? coz shes too in love with her boyfriend. theres a old chinese saying... the 3rd party will see things the clearest.. and he dun treat her good... but... she insists that he does... and that we dont know him well.. so dun comment.. haiz. begone, woman in love. sometimes... i wanna help too... even if its a listening ear... but i guess shes still slightly closed up..
alll right laR... after bbq... wanna go to the parK and walk walk... but yuannie had to go to the washroom... so had to cut short our visit.. took cab back.. and dropped them off at the mrt... then ed and i wanted to go to watch a midnight movie.. but then decided on coffee bean.. arrgh. had a talk with him.. and he stayed over at my place.. then wa lau eh. play RIsk. trashed him ^^. played monopoly. he trashed me. lol. then connect 4... and poker.. man. fell sick that night.. haiz...lol
now im not feeling well.. and my sis has her bbq today.. sooo noisy... irritated... sick sia.. and still cant rest well. X.x im still not feeling that well... runny nose.. high temp... body pains.. arrrgh!! i hate being ill.
listening to a song... vv meaningful... and reflects me now... Ryan Cabrea- True
"I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think i dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afarid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps fallnig faster
Ive waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i wont hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life ive waiting
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waited
This is true
I know when i go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life i've waitied
This is true"
meaningful? to me, yes. i wonder... is this all worth it? and my answer is... YES. its worth it, but i dont expect anything bacK... after all... look at me. i mean, im not handsome, not sensitive, i have attitude probs, and i dont know how to face the person i love. when that person comes in da room... i cat talk, i cant speaK.. and its so not me. haiz... when can i overcome this...? im sad... tired... lonely.. and i really wish shes the One..
