today is moms bd lol. i wonder how to celebrate for her... although we went to the hyatt that day.. i dun think its enough... haiz...
also, today was the last day of classes for this semester, and our class has been split up!! =( team C is no more... but... since ALL of us are in IT, lets just PRAY that a few of us can get together....
OH GOD PLEASE!! yeah... today very "ren ao" meaning bustling...for da class, we had pizza, and i got cakes for mah buddies in class, and yuannie n aishah, hui leng, and shaeedar... i hope they liked it lol. den went to slack until around 4-5 at lib, andrew was there, and M got him pissed. oooh yah. M is the short for Melvin, which so happenes to be aishah's bf. welllll, what can i say... he has attitude, and not in a good sense. man... he sometimes think that he is GOD or something, everyone hates him. andrew almost wacked him today over soccer playing.... (or maybe he did, i left b4 anything happened, mom n jasper came to pick me up) lol M also happens to be andrews montford sec sch "buddy" lol. says he got bullied all da time in sec sch =X also heard from aishah that he was once in a gang!! LOL i wonder who ACTUALLY belives that. does he know the rules? can he fight? what use is he to a gang cept being the shield of someone else?? sometimes, i wonder, why guys like him can get girls like aishah? maybe he sweet talks or smth, i dunno, but i guess life is just not fair. he lives in kovan too. gah... near grandmother and grandfather, for all ya know, i bump into him there. X.x well, i guess things come, things go....
after lib, went for a ride in jaspers car, wa lau eh... he is changing car again! man... rich fella, i showed him "godfathers" house, a place near RP with 7, yes i say it again,
7 FREAKING FERRARIS OMFG man. rich asses. then... went to sim lim, to change mp3 player for jodee!! i didnt know zouk was so near RP!! its like, can see from RP lor.... wahahaha this calls for more clubbing celebrations!! the man at SLS damn irritating, keep insisting cant change, gotta go jurong to change etc... then after that... go to the famous waterloo guan yin temple... mom wanted to pray.... her lots are all so good leh!! im so envious... i dont pray, since i dont really belive in gods... but... i wanted to today. i prayed that mom,jas and jer will all be protected from harm, that they will be happy, and thats enough for me... i also asked the gods abt my relationships at present...by shaking the thingy... dunno whats it called.... and, both times, get bad ones. no surprise, the girl i like has a bf lol. why is mah life so screwed? dun wanna think abt it...
then went J8 outlet, jas was working there...haiz.. i see her workin so hard, i also feel for her... AND I SAW DEREK THERE!!! my lost brother for so long... miss the heck outta him man! woooot! he is taking his bike prac, but he didnt make it... haiz... man.. he is still da same... just like b4.. the joker and crapper =) then one of my friends there, yi qing, asked me smth i found a lil strange... she said that she likes a guy... but no idea how he feels abt her, and no idea how to express it... n to knock it off, she said, " what if you are that guy i like?" OMFG. god no.. please... she will be the 3rd girl to say so. and right now... i dun wanna actually get into a relationship... coz im waiting for her... baby... i wonder if she knows how i feel? recently drifting apart again...i feel so useless leh... when going after a girl i dun really have feelings for, i can go all out, but when its for a girl i REALLY, like, im shy and scared. haiz... what can i do to make u love me?
kaoz. todays blog really long... like essay... haiz..maybe to make up for the past days...its 4.30 and i still cant sleep... thinking of her.. guess i will just go read a book... this is jon, signing out... -gone-
