well... its 1.38, and im bored, hungry and unable to sleep... dun know which is the worst torture.
jasmine, my sis, received her posting today, and she is currently assigned to a JC, but she wants to get into RP. why? Alan, her bf is there, her friends are there. man... cany use the excuse that im studying anymore.. she probbie find me in the lib slacking, and she will report to my mom...
going to zouk tomorrow, i mean... today.. night... gunna meet with the guys later! lol. yeah just like old times eh buddies? ^^ also, gunna be damn stressed in cash dis month, gotta pay for alot of stuff... the bbq, drinks, and a few bd prezzies... gah. why are there so many people born in april... x.x
tml working at 12... to 8... FINALLY. a day where i dont have to work all the way to 10!! YAY! =D gunna meet them at phuture later... i wonder, who else will they call along?
saw some people playing tarots in the cafe today, and i was well, thinkin "ur screwed" in my mind. dont they know that tarots have a will of their own? when u play it on dirty surfaces, it will turn against u as it does not like to be treated like that.
nothing much has been happening these days... i guess its back to the routine AGAIN... GAH. i wanna break free, run wild.... why am i held by the chains of society? pain. suffering. loss. hurt. betrayal. backstabbing. malice.
when will i find my paradise?
because of all these... i like to daydream... i think of the future, my past... and even think until the stage of, yeah yeah, my death.. i always wanted to die. how i die is just different... i either want to die in war, or in the arms of someone i love. dying to protect something you love, something u think is worth protecting. being a shield for someone is the way i live by...
as foR life... i dont know... i see myself driving a sports car in the near future... =D i like to think far and plan though, im a thinker, not a do'er. i even planned out my life stages.... after poly, NS, then Uni. after Uni, get a doctorate, or a major in something. then, job, and get married around 27 or so...
heh.. i still remember the words....
" hey... if by 28 we arent married to anyone.... lets marry each other! " someone special said that to me once.. but...i dont think its possible anymore..
jasper dun have his car anymore... got towed away.. haiz... bro bro... =(
*shi kai yis te* meaning... "take care"
i wonder... what do people think? think of life, think when they are alone? what do they think of me?
watched discovery channel, learnt some things about human ancestory and adaptability.... also learnt a fact, did u know humans almost became extinct? around 100,000 years ago, there was a volcanic eruption, killin all but 2000 humans. imagine..... we are the decendents of those people. also, humans as we know them, were once a large branch of relations. the other species all died out slowly... leaving us.
arrgh... boredom. hunger. killin me. dying. * wakes up *
lol. time to cook some maggi mee.
