so long nv update already.... and so much has happened..
the doc said im sufferin from exhausation... adn recently contacted angelia again... i cant belive it... in a sms ment for her bf, she refered to me as "that" jonathan... haiz... so hurt... so... in her eyes... im just that small... even though our past... again.. u have hurt me so deeply...
then today... the split second i reached home... i just collasped... i just woke up... mom said that she was shocked to find me on the floor when she found me... i have no recollection of it... the last thing i remember was that i was just closing the main doors... went out wif derrick today to far east afta the briefing for the PP... actually... im blessed with choices... can do our own PP, or aunty florence's, or fenny...
yesterday also had a lil fight with aishah... over her bf. X.x my god im so screwed. why did i even approach the subject... arrgh in the end caused both of us to get angry over nothing.. im sorry...
was thinking... why is everything going as the cards predicted? recently i have taken to tarot readings again... and for some reason, the cards i have drawn are all reflected slowly in my daily life... and man... im so so screwed... and tired... why? no idea.
it was good to see the peeps from TN 407 again today... miss u guys and ladies alot...
kk i will stOp here... damn tired... cant move, cant see... and im thirsty... i think i will just black out again.... abayo!
