arrrgh, been so busy i havent had time to post.
Events in a nutshell:
Got posted out of SOA
Currently on OJT
Took out my wisdom teeth. (ouch.)
Interview for Overseas posting On thurs.
FLying off on the 28th of march.
yeah. pretty rushed i guess. damn man, been too busy with life and all.. and now that it has come down to this, i feel nervous.
1. i feel that i dont have enough OJT to be able to work confidently
2. i know i will miss home.
3. i'll miss my baby.
and yea, there's the workload to contemplate. i guess all this while, i have been using the blog to express what i have been thinking about in no particular order. oh, i started playing WoW. Goooo me!
and yeah, things have been messed up lately, about the terrorist and stuff. i hope he gets caught soon, for the sake of national security, for the safety of my family, and well, the whole world is watching us now, evaluating how we respond and all that. blah blah blah, i shall not elaborate not it. Good luck Singapore!
havent been having enough rest and all too. probbie still adjusting to the new systems and all.
and... now that i got my departure date.... guys. its high time we all got our asses out for a belated date to Paul Laners.
DEAR MR TREVOR, MY WARHAMMER BOOKS AWAIT ME. and i hope the new batch of books i ordered arrive soon, or i'll be so dissed if they arrive AFTER im gone.
PS: i still have to get that huge ass mug from Paul's. must get one. and i hope Bev is still working there. would be great to hear her one more time before i go.
Finally "graduated" from the ATT course. still busy, but with a different aspect to life. also basking in the kudos of being a Senior, and Finally, a Permstaff. No More Trainee! Yesah!the new batch of sacrificial lambs came in yesterday, and well, most dont show potential.also, this happens to be the Xmas week... all i can say is that Jas's friends are a royal pain in the butt. for fricks sake, dont scream in the house at 4am, when everyones sleeping! Dumb Cunt.Just cleared leave and stuff like that... so i gotta get me outta of the holiday mood. significant progress? new updates? Important news? I got me a PS3. Gooooo Sony.
i swear i never expected to get grouped with the fckin commandos. they are like bloody energizer batteries, they never say die.oh the whole, the camp was good, 3 days, 2 nights, and ONE long walk. im bushed out. took the comms set and travelled half of the navigation area. was fun though, and i did enjoy myself with the SOA buddies. you guys rock man.one more exercise to go for in jan, i WILL be ready for it. HOOHA!went for a massage today, and boy did it hurt. just massaging me, the dude, who was doing it could tell that i was exhausted, even now, the 2nd day after i come home. did some shopping, and came home.. urrgh i didnt feel like havin dinner.feeling sleepy already.. so i guess i'll rest soon. oh. i got my POP pics already (finally) so i guess i'll load em later.
These are the days of my life. awesome. i shall never forget them. rarely do people get to do what i do, and i feel honored.today was a blast as well. guns guns guns. =)tomorrow i leave for STC, then tekong. leadership traning camp. i wonder how it will be like. thought the other guys bitch about it, i guess all are excited! everyones packing as i type and getting geared up to go! =)have fun all!As for my hunny, dont miss me too much, i'll be back soon =P
been having strange dream lately.. recently been having all these weird dreams... i guess its the stress they put on me in the army..
then theres the headache with the driving! arrrgh!!! bloody frustrated... because of the army, i miss test dates and all, then i cannot complete it, now this talk of going to brunei... then theres also stress on surge. damn kopi. making me wait so long. but i guess, i cant blame him. was pretty shocked @ the outburst though. nothing much.. clay's coming over from taiwan this week.. hopefully we can meet. but i got guard duty on fri... so screwit.
who knows what may happen. im trying to find the digicam.. but lord knows where it is. jas dont have it, i dont have it.. jer dont have it. so last bet is mom. goddammit.
ooh yeah, venerate me. The Immortal Emperor. looks pretty good eh? i prefer this dressing to the usual :P
its 2.18am and i cant sleep. its sunday, and im feeling alone. baby's down with the flu again...i dont know what to rant about this time round... oh. met noel. with his head shaven. good luck for bmt son. totally whacked man, could never imagine him bald xDumm besides that, im amazed i passed my AC test that i had on thurs... and yeah, friday was a waste of time. went to Safra Mt faber, and spent the whole day stoning. well, there was dinner and the company of JJ and chris was good.. but somethings still missing. hmmm.... i wonder... could it be 2IC? hah. i went on stage to win a bottle of wine too... but hell. it was rigged. kinda embarrassing, the rest didnt look really up to it..and yeah. that concludes my week. boring boring week.i feel like im in school again with all the studying thats going on...hMmm.. ah, i applied to be a Gm on surge. no idea if it'll be accepted... but hope for the best, prepare for the worst. hmmm which reminds me... i have'nt uploaded the pics from POP. dang. and this in turn reminds me that KC almighty is entering Hell soon. now THAT would be a sight.
POP! POP! POP!I HAVE POP'EDokay. that sounded weird. i POP'ed on the 19th. finally.somehow.... i dont feel all that excited. in fact, i feel... frakked up. no idea why, but it just dont feel like POP. there was the excitement yea yeah.. but... something was missing.oh well. and i had the worst wait at KFC on POP day too. first time i had to wait 45 mins (no bull) to ORDER my food. then another 5 to get served. with the wrong stuff. i give up. it was the WORST experience ever.so now, im slacking at home, gunna get posting results tomorrow, then go out with platoon 1 for lunch @ sommerset. then drinking with the guys @ either paul's or some gay ass place. still, i plan to stick to the exercise routine i have kept, as i wanna lose more weight. a record smashing 15kg lost in BMT. im proud of myself... and now i have to make sure it DON'T come back. these days, i find myself looking back on the past... lost regrets... things i thought i have forgotten. also, i wonder about ed (eden), and derrick and ah bai. last i heard, he was in the police force. Oh God Almighty. what sin did Singapore commit for him to be drafted into the police?and of course, of dear Noel, who is now proudly serving the country. Gimmie a HooHA Soldier! Hooha!good luck son. u'll need it, and all the best in there! have more confidence!and of course... the Guys too. YS,HZ,ET. man, gotta meet up to catch up... been too long... thanks to the busy schedules that we all have... which reminds me... my POP pictures! ahh.havent uploaded them from the cam yet... guess i'll up them on my next post!HooHA!
holy. i havent posted in such a while. man i feel like i have to bitch!first up! i have completed my16km route march, soon to go to 24.i hate the fuckers in my section, especially the last few beds. fucktards should all die/oot/ooc, whichever comes first.ah, no idea how im gunna live through all this.also, im feelin screwey. one thing is ippt. i didnt make it. i was expecting to only fail SBJ, but the pullups was a shocker. i was... demoralized to say the least after that. didnt have the heart to carry on... so i didnt make it. i have to try harder when i go to a unit... i dont wanna remain like this... i have to prove it to myself that i can do it.another reason is because of an anime i watched. 'school days'. arrrgh... reminds me of so many things... and the way the plot is going... its gettin dark. A dark and complicated scenario, something i dont like to see in animes.. well, since i turn to anime to de-stress... this is not helping.POP is coming soon... lookin forward to it... but also.. dreading it. thinkin about what unit i'll go to gives me cold feet. up till now, i feel that i have been receiving alot of privileges, and am grateful for it.. but if its possible, i would wanna try for an overseas posting.. would be an eye opener to me, since i will be alone, doing things by myself... learning and surviving alone...ack. now because of 'school days' i dont think i will be able to sleep well...
